There is something stirring inside my soul that has been at work for some time now. I have expressed the very thoughts that lie within to only two within my family.
This message, these notions are unglamorous and impactful. When the very words came out of my mouth, the day I tried to make sense of these rousing thoughts, the very sound of them were offensive and cutting. I know not if this stirring of God’s hand is meant for my welfare only or a message to share with those within my reach. Is this a message for the greater of mankind? As I ponder and wait upon the Lord; I recognize that I have enough sense to guard this developing soliloquy.
The past many years have brought me to a place of near poverty; financially speaking. Yet, as is the nature of our Heavenly Father, He has used this time as a means of teaching, this is my classroom. As his student, I am humble, completely aware and present, despite my lack of full comprehension.
I have not adhjucated on this matter as of yet. I am simply a youth, a child; looking into my Fathers eyes greedy for his love and wisdom.